rain day update-ish.

so ron and i are supposed to be moving his mattress right now bit it is raining like crazy. there was a break a bit ago and we are waiting around hoping for another one. we were supposed to go to the beach today but im not so sure thats a good idea anymore. i have lots and lots of things to post about but i dont really have the time to get into all of it right now. i have a few pictures too.. um ya so i am going to the doctor on monday. i hope he can fix me. the rain has slowed i gotta go.

loves.
ames.

get down with the sickness.

so it seems as though i have gotten surprisingly bad about updating my blog. the truth is that i am a little sad about it but i obviously have gotten over the compulsion to never miss a day.
my space bar is sticking and it is driving me crazy.
im still sick. i keep getting one sickness after another. its really starting to get completely ridiculous. its been almost 6 months. my throat gland is more swollen today than it has ever been in my life. i am waiting for the alien baby or millions of spiders to be born out of my neck. it hurts real bad too. i dont like it. if it doesnt get better soon i might have to suck it up and go see dr. wood. even though i dont want to pay the money i would like to feel better and i would definately like to see my doctor. hes the best ever. ever. ever.
im listening to bob right now and it is more than awesome. i should probably be sleeping but i have been having this weird issue with sleeping since i moved to brunswick. i hardly ever get more than 5 or 6 hours of sleep a night. its probably not helping with my sickness. nothing is really helping with my sickness. i need an iv or something.
i thought i had figured out my big plan for the fall but the truth is that i am more confused now than i ever was in the first place. its kind of frustrating. i know at least that i am going to go see alison. that is for sure i dont care what i have to do to make it work i need to spend some qt with her. bad. im kinda hoping she will come here to visit and we can drive my car back to va. if that doesnt work out then i will just make the drive alone. i guess i could use the time in the car to think about shit and figure out what the hell i am going to do with myself.
i have been feeling old lately too. i have wrinkles. deep ones.
i need to go to bed now before i depress myself.

loves.
ames.

holy jesus.

so this blog is waaaay overdue. i have been feeling like updating this blog is becoming a chore. it takes me a long time to upload pictures with my crappy slow internet connection and now that it is warm out i have a million and one things i would rather be doing...
anyways so these pictures are starting to get old. this is my preying mantis egg cluster when it finally hatched.

this is the new home i made for them until i could release them out at the farm.
it was pretty amazing having these guys around for a few days.

this is a random picture i took that i like muy mucho.

last weekend my mama and i went to a couple of nurseries on our way out to my cousins graduation party. so of course i took some flower pictures.

this dude was jealous that i was taking pictures of the flowers and not him...

hairy hens and chics... so in love.

peachy heuchera.

this is my mama making the squirrley face at the graduation party.

this is a boob shot.

this is my cousin daniel. he hurt his knee. and was pretty much being the cutest ever.

im not even sure whose baby this is but she was really really sweet and cute.

this is jake... hes my cousin that just graduated from high school. he looks baked. its allergies i swear!

my mama, aunt sandra, daniel and i took a walk over to memeres to play in the pond and found a couple of lady slipper orchids on the way.


we caught a bunch of frogs.
this one is outta here.

this one was totally smiling.

and this was the other reason we went over to the pond.

my aunt sandra and i are cute.
ok actually only my aunt sandra is cute... i look greasy.

my mama found this lily pad flower.

mama showed us her toe when we were over at the pond.
mamas toes have fungus. yum.

the pond is pretty awesome.


i ♥ this picture. alot. alot.
this is my memere and pepere.

this is nate and i from last weekend at the farm.

this is a cute green caterpillar

when i hung out with nate last weekend we went to kasey and mikes. and we gave the dogs haircuts.

later nate and i went to hobbit land. we saw a beaver.

and an awesome sunset.

i like this picture a lot.



and then it got dark and we went home.

i have a bunch more pictures to share but this blog has already taken me waaaaay to long to upload. i could probably say a lot more too but im sick of this post and i dont want to do it anymore.

loves.
ames.

chirpalicious.

so that day at the farm that my camera was taking crap pictures of the birds in the nesting boxes that i forgot to check again when i was at the farm this weekend. dammit. anyway kaseys camera was taking nice pictures of the babies.
and here they are. awww.

they are pretty much the coolest.
kristin found a baby bird that fell out of its nest and onto our fire escape.
he spent the night in my room and now he is in a box in the driveway. im thinking about tying him up with a string and letting the ants and such pick it clean so i can keep the skeleton. i have tried and failed repeatedly to bring home a bird head and now i have a whole bird. its pretty awesome.
im going to post another blog with a crapload of pictures from the last weekish but the birds were so rad i felt like they needed their own post.

tweet. tweet.
ames.

lame.

ive been pretty out of control this last week. i am definately in need of some rest and relaxation. i went to see trisha and kelly last night and i fell asleep sitting up on the couch. i didnt even wake up untill after 3 am. i was a little tired. i had only slept 8 hours over the course of 3 nights. ugh. anyway. nate is home. yay. we are going to hang out tomorrow i think. im so very excited and also a little scared. what if he thinks im lame?
i am a little lame.
i have to do crap so i can be ready to go to my cousins graduation party. and instead i am wasting my time on the craputer. im going to stop now. i have lots of excellent pictures to share but they are going to have to wait. i will probably take lots of awesome pictures today too so my next post should be pretty awesome.

loves.
ames.

hog wash.

so i went to the farm today. it was pretty awesome. i have all sorts of awesome pictures to share.
lets start with this hot shot ok the lil sis.

she was showing us her new ass shaking skills.
gotta love the rainboots.

mama made buffalo wings and pasta salad for lunch.
but we werent allowed to talk about killing chickens.

kasey couldnt keep her hands off them.

remember the peepers? they are huge now.

surely you remember shirley.

this one is huge! his belly was all pin feathers. they were cool.

this is one of the old laying hens. she is sitting on guinea hen eggs.



of course we sprayed water on kitty. and she humped the mud again. that damn pig is always in heat.

she looks like a hippo.

the chickens liked the mud we made too.

these are 2 guinea hen chics that hatched 3 days ago.
they are the cutest ever.


dun ta daaaaa.
these are the new piglets.

kasey liked their teeth.

i liked hugging them.

i look stupid in this picture but i am in love with the piglets bellies.

this is my favorite picture from the day. this pig and i were having a moment.

mostly they scream when you try to catch them. but this one chilled out once i was holding him. i think he knew i loved him.
this is what my legs looked like when i got out of the pig house.
thats poop under the sawdust.

when mamas friends came over we fed nik and evan cupcakes.
i ate more of mine than i shared.

and of course i took tons and tons of flower pictures.
these are some of my favorites.
my mama had some cool fancy tulips.

this is my rock in its new home.

i have a special love for hens and chics and i ♥ them even more when they are growing in a stump planter.

this tree is just awesome.

allium.

i think that i would like to get a lupine tattoo.

kasey and i checked all the nest boxes and we found one with little babies and this one that had a bunch of feathers and an angry mama that was trying to bite us.
my camera couldnt get good pictures because the box is too small but i think kasey got some... hopefully she will share.

and this is the end of the day grumpy face.

so in addition to having an amazing visit to the farm i also got some amazing news this weekend.
nate is coming home this week. yay. big fat yay. i cant wait.
im gonna hug him so hard.

loves.
ames.