rat love.

wow am i being lazy today. i like days off. i went and got moose for a little while this morning... how can you not love that face?

he will bite your face off..

i hate dog kisses but he wont stop.

the rat was afraid of the rat... gonzos not scared.

i love his hands the best.

his whiskers are pretty great too.

more later i bet.

loves.
ames.

its a love hate relationship.

so i have decided that i officially hate:
furry boots,
purses with initials on them,
and the wind.
i officially love:
beards,
the color green,
late night aim conversations,
and the skirt the girl at 158 was wearing this a.m. wow. it was a good one...
there is something about that girl.
so uh ya the super bowl is this weekend and i dont really care... im only interested in the food.
i have to go back to normal work on tuesday... im a little sad about it but i need the money.
i finally got someone to agree to go to the bravery show with me... im going to get my ticket when i get paid. also i am going to go see paranoid social club on friday, that will be pretty great.
i also love scarves.
and hate making dinner for one.

loves.
ames.

my horoscope for today is interesting:
If you're single, dear Virgo, a new love could appear, right there in your neighborhood. The person should be attractive, intelligent, and free-spirited, and very much attracted to you! You could meet this person in an unusual way, and end by spending some time together and making plans to spend more. The only caution: take care not to move too fast. You won't want this new relationship to be like a meteor, burning out as quickly as it appeared.
who is in my neighborhood? i dont feel like i have a neighborhood right now...
i dont want any meteors...

ps. im addicted to the missed connections on craigslist... ever since a friend posted about it in their blog, i look at them everyday. there are almost always cute ones... be careful though dont look at the casual encounters or you will see penis...

loves.

my astrological outlook.

my horoscope for january says some things that i think are pretty interesting...

Virgo certainly has not had it easy in 2007, not with a series of eclipses forcing your old life into history while launching your new life rapidly into orbit. Many Virgos saw long-standing relationships dissolve, almost overnight, although in hindsight you might admit that this was a long time coming.
and this...

You have one of the very best outlooks for finding new love, not only for January, but also for the whole year, and even for years to come! Dear Virgo, if you have suffered in love in the past, wipe the slate clean, for the universe is about to make a huge correction for you.
i definately saw a long standing relationship dissolve... and i am hoping that the universe really is about to make a huge correction...
i got these from http://www.astrologyzone.com/
sometimes i feel like my horoscope is way wrong and other times i feel like it is right on... its weird. i bought a book the teaches you how to do your own horoscope but i have never read it... i have a lot of books that i have never read... i like books.
i moved the last of my crap from nicks house today, i still have crap in the spare bedroom and phillip and samone are still living there but i have taken care of everything that i can. i am still very up in the air about what i want to do with myself...
on one hand i want to find a roommate in the portland area
on another hand i think i might want to get my very own apartment if i can figure out a way to afford it
on another hand i think i might want to live somewhere different
sometimes i think that i would like to have a different job too...
and then i think about how close i am to being done school and i think maybe i should be trying to move closer to farmington or unity so i can go to school at one of those places...
what i would really like is a cabin on a lake.

im trying to call it home.

so i just took some pictures of my new pad. it is pretty funny in here right now, it is half decorated with my aunts stuff which anyone who knows me can spot a mile a way in these pictures, and my crap is piled all over the place... i should probably be unpacking instead of doing this but well you know what can i say... im a procrastinator... and photoblogs are my favorite.

this is the view from my door to the outside... i also have a door into the garage.

this is the view from the doorway into the garage.

and then when you look left you see half of my kitchen...

and when you look right you see the other half of my kitchen.

also on the right is my bathroom...

i especially like how there is no curtain... it doesnt even matter my windows face a woods with no houses even kinda close... and heres my sink, complete with my aunts matching towels...

lets see here... this is my cousins foosball table (under the red sheet) and a big pile of my crap... this is to the left of my kitchen sink area, thats my door to the outside and my window... its a little weird i only have windows on the one wall because im in the basement.

and then this is the view from my bed...notice how i lined it all up nicely so i can watch tv in bed... yep its nice.

and then this is my still empty closet.

and this is the only thing i miss about living with nick...

my super cozy bed with my warm fuzzy kitty... its weird being here with no cats. gonzo is the only pet i have here with me and he doesnt even like me. i keep trying to steal moose from upstairs but he doesnt like me either.
um ya so i think thats all for now.

loves.
ames.

then my day went by fast.

so here we go again... a new chapter or whatever.

last night was my first night staying out in dayton, my mom and sister came down and hung out with me and my aunts and uncle hung out also it was nice to have them all here with me... i was definitely not lonely.

mostly we just snuggled on the couch and laughed a lot.

i took a picture of kaseys new tattoo for her... i think it looks pretty great.

so uh ya, i dont really have a lot to say tonight... i havent had a very exciting day... ok lets review the highlights:
i woke up and realized there was 4 inches of snow in the yard
then i drove off the driveway and got stuck in a snowbank
then uncle ricky pulled me out with his truck
then i plowed for a few hours
then i cleaned my fish tank and brought another load of my crap here
then i went and had dinner at aunt sandras
then i took a shower, thats right a shower... i even washed and combed my hair
i just watched 3 episodes of rock of love, mostly because i couldnt stop myself.
and now i think i am going to go to bed.

loves.
ames.