snowy apartment.

hey so good news... its supposed to snow again tonight. yay, my fav. agh. wtf.
so i actually do have good news. i am moving back to portland. i am moving in with jason a super awesome roomie on fessenden st. everyone is invited over to visit once i move in.
and i am super excited.
and i am also officially on a budget.
and i cant wait to snuggle phillip.
and monkey is even going to have her own room.
and jason cooks.
and i should go to bed now and try to sleep before i have to go plow snow.
and did i mention that i am salary?
fuck.

honey and i went for a walk.

so it snowed again last night and adam called me at 3 am to go in to plow...scarborough got like 3 inches. since it was so late when we got started i was helping adam get his businesses done first and then he was going to help me with my stuff. well around 630 i got a call from andy and hes all hows your stuff and im like i havent even touched it la la la another truck is broken AGAIN and they are kicking me out of mine...sweeeeeet. by 7 am i was heading home. i feel a little bad for everyone else because they have to do my stuff for me but welllll... if i had been doing my own shit in the first place it would have been mostly done...and i am fucking sick of plowing and ya... thats all. i went and painted at my uncle carls house, it was pretty fun i like painting, i especially like painting in an empty house with headphones on so i can sing as loud as i want... after i was done i went and stole honey... she has a fat neck.


she tried to give me kisses... why do all dogs feel like they have to do that?

she is pretty much the cutest yellow dog ever.


after we ate some popcorn the sun started coming out so we went for a walk.

this is where i hang out... apparently the birds like it here too... there were more nests but they didnt all fit in my camera...

this is the narley wall of tools and collars.

this looks like a flower to me.

i think this is my favorite picture from the walk...

this one is kind neat too.

is it necessary for this birdhouse to be up so high?

there was a bird on the feeder.

thats all for now, i have homework to do.

loves.
ames.

fish foot.

so just because mother nature refuses to let off, we got another snow storm last night... it was heavy and wet and sucked to plow. i went out at 9pm last night and got done around 7 this morning... then i went and had some scrambled eggs and 3 cups of coffee at 158 and went to class. i was struggling to stay awake in my classes it was wicked bad. i talked my physics teacher into letting me join the friday lab group so that i could skip out on mine today... i couldnt even keep my eyes open... it was terrible. im home now though and being unproductive as usual.
my aunt sandra sent me a chain email with all these crazy painted hand animals. the elephants were my favorite.

this one is pretty funny.

there are other cool ones but i dont want to show you all at once i am going to save the other ones for a day that i dont have anything interesting to talk about... wait thats most days..um i guess i will save the other ones for a week that i havent posted many pictures.
i have been thinking about getting my next tattoo and it might be kinda like this but salmon instead of whales... and only black and red. i dont know yet.


um ya so i am going to go take a shower and brush my teeth and put on pjs and take some ibuprofen and drink some tea and lay in bed.
my feet smell really really bad.

loves.
ames.

i got some hairs cut.

alright i got some good ones for you today boys and girls...
this is my favorite lunch ever... ham sammy with grilled grapes and coffee at 158

and this is a herd of deer i saw early morning when i was out plowing the last snow storm... we are getting another storm tonight... goody.

yesterday i went to trisha and kellys for a while, this is jodi lounging on the couch... she is pretty much the sweetest lady ever. and how can you not love her freckley little arm?

this picture is pretty hilarious... this is geno and i posing so kelly could take our picture, as you can see it came out awesome.

the boys and i did a little wrestling.

geno and i snuggled a bit...

seriously how cute is he?

rawr.

this is the classiest picture i could find.

and this is what happens to my neck when i snuggle little dogs named geno. mostly i just wanted to show what my hair looked like yesterday so you can use it for comparison...

i got a super sweet hair cut after that..

i look pretty pissed in this picture, but i wanted to show it all the way dry because in the other one it is still a little wet...

trisha cut off like 4-5 inches off of my hair in places... it was a pretty big haircut. i <3 it.

loves.
ames.

it feels like spring.

so i had a relatively eventful weekend.
1. friday i brought zoe the polaroid camera i found for her...
2. it was nice to meet her in real life but i am pretty sure her friends didnt like me.
3. then i hung out with amanda for a lot of hours..
4. we ate at margaritas and it was good.
5. then i slept on trishas couch until i had to get up and go plow snow.
6. then i plowed snow.
7. then i went to my moms.
8. i cut kaseys hair into a mullet.
9. then i brought my mom to bath and met duncan at the station.
10. i was wicked late.
11. then duncan and i enjoyed a wicked fun bravery concert.
(they were way cuter than i thought. mostly i like sams mouth and michaels cheeks.)


12. then i went home because ian didnt want me to come over.
13. thats only half true.
14. then sunday my mom and sister came to my house.
15. we ate pizza and snuggled on the couch.
16. then i put all kinds of blonde hi-lites in kaseys mullet.
17. then the sheriff came over.
18. nevermind that part.
19. and now it is monday and i am at school.
20. i skipped my first class so i could hang out and eat scrambled eggs at 158.
21. then i went to ecology.
22. now i am hanging out in the computer lab.
23. then i am going to skip physics so i can go to the beach.
24. its 40 degrees fahrenheit.
25. see what i mean by eventful i am already up to 25.
ok so lets see what else do i need to tell you about... well i went to look at the blue apartment that i posted a link to a while back... it was awesome, it had everything you could ever want
except a toilet.
oh and about the coffee date... ya that didnt work out so well. it was both horrible and hilarious. lets just say that i am never going on another blind date again.
i think i will just stay single forever instead. thats my new plan. unless somehow josh ends up single, then i might change my mind.
there are 2 things that i hate about being single
1. food. dinner sucks when you are by yourself.
2. sex. what do normal single people do with themselves?
i am not ok with this no sex thing, its driving me crazy. ian told me the first few months are the worst and then you kinda get used to it. im not getting used to it. i hate it.
in other news: this picture is only the cutest ever... its my mom and a pig she might be getting.

loves.
ames.

muffins or munchkins? hmmm...

so i stole this picture from alison...i think im in love.



and who knew about munchkin cats and didnt tell me?



loves.

i was going to save this for tomorrow but i cant wait...


good stuff.

im running out of witty blog titles.

wow so um, i havent done anything exciting today at all... i have been in school all day. i had a test in physics which made me realize that i need to learn trigonometry like yesterday. i also got my test back in ecology. i didnt bomb it but i still didnt do good, i got a 79. friggin 79 what a bunch of crap, thats not even close to an a. i have been doing better about getting my homework done though, i even got an a on my vegetarianism paper for philosophy...
hmmm... lets see what else i can ramble about... well i responded to a craigslist ad, thats kinda random... i couldnt resist it sounded like someone i need to know... you can check it out if you wanna...
http://maine.craigslist.org/m4w/576475910.html
so uh ya, i guess we are going to get coffee or something... honestly i am super scared. oh and i gave him a link to my blog so he might be reading this
hi nate.
im scared.
i am not good at dates.
im not sure really what i am scared about... i guess mostly im scared that i wont be interested and i wont know how to convey that in a nice way... i dont know.
in other news i am still trying to decide where i want to live.. this is way more challenging than i realized it would be. there are just too many choices. do i want to live alone? if yes in what town? do i want to live with other people? if yes who? this daily quest to figure my shit out is stressing me out. can someone give me all the answers please? thanks.
so i guess i am going to get out of here now, i am still at school and there is really no reason for me to be...

loves.
ames.

weekend list.

whoaly crap. it has been a little while huh? well i brought my laptop with me this weekend and i couldnt pick up a wireless connection at either trisha and kellys or ians. it was lame.
so lets see, what did i do this weekend?
1. friday i went to north star cafe and danced with the ladies.
2. then we went to styxx and i danced with some boys.
3. then we went to maggies and i slept on the couch.
4. saturday i went to auburn and hung out with trisha and kelly.
5. we went to the mall and i bought a new carhartt vest.
6. its sexy.
7. saturday night i hung out in lisbon.
8. adam had a party.
9. ross tried to have sex with me
10. sunday i went ice fishing with adam and ross and 4 of adams friends
11. we built a big wall out of snow and drank hot cocoa and ate hot dogs.
12. adam gravel caught the coolest fish. it was a 4 pound bass.
13. his mouth was huge.
14. then adam made me breakfast for dinner.
15. monday morning i snuggled auto.
16. and then i went back to trisha and kellys
17. finally last night i came home.
18. yay im home.
i have been getting ancy the last couple days about figuring out where i am going to live. i am starting to reconsider living alone. i keep talking myself out of it and then reconsidering it like a week later. maybe i should try to look at some apartments this week. i have a feeling i wont want to live anywhere i can afford on my own. i should also try to meet that guy that trisha and kelly know that needs a roommate. sometimes i think about trying to live somewhere completely different too but i am a little scared for something like that. i feel like a feather on a really windy day.

loves.
ames.

ice ice baby.

so far today i havent done any of my homework... but i have done lots of other things... i hung out with moose for a little while, while i drank my coffee. hes a beggar.

the rain we got yesterday froze and made everything shine. i went tromping around this morning and took some pictures...


this thing is in my uncle rickys yard... its for weighing dead deer.


i stopped by my cousins tree house again... the view from the top was pretty cool.


the sitting area was a little snowy... maybe they should install a roof.


of course i had to take at least one picture of myself while i was out and about... my lip is missing in this one.


this is my memere and peperes house. i want it more than anything in the whole world. they live in florida most of the year now and are talking about selling it... they have lived there as long as i can remember and it makes me a little sick to think about another family owning it.... i took a bunch of pictures in their yard... there was all kinds of cool stuff to see.


this is probably the coolest thing i saw... they look like little hands, i wonder who they belong too.

oh look i found him...

ok so this is already a ridiculously long post. i am going to go do my homework now... i mean it.

loves.
ames.

alright so i have been working on my homework for the last couple of hours and i decided i deserved a break... i do, homework is hard...
anyway so i was reading my horoscope for today and it made me laugh out loud

Virgo
August 23 - September 21In future years, you could remember today as one of the best days of your life, dear Virgo. Romance should be going beautifully; you could exchange deeply felt words of love today with your partner. The future looks bright, and you should be full of enthusiastic plans for pursuing what you really want to do. Also, you should be feeling especially strong, energetic, and healthy, and ready to try just about anything. A journey may be coming up soon. Have fun!

ya romance is going beautifully... this is the first valentines day that i have been single since i was in high school. yep beautiful.